The Guy of My Dreams

When I created this blog, I intended to write about twice a week.. Yeah... That didn’t quite happen. I usually blog when something big happens in my life, and I often even forget to do that!!! I didn’t even blog on my birthday, which sadly is because I ended up being sick!! My parents still treated me to dinner and it was enjoyable, AND I will be one of the lucky ones to get the iPhone as my long overdue upgraded cell phone in a couple weeks.

Tonight, I wanted to blog about something that is just “me”. Something, or should I say someONE, who is near and dear to my heart and happens to play an important character in my life. He’s my sunshine on a rainy day and the other half of my heart. Alexander Joseph Kulpinski is the A to my M :)

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

For years I have wondered, “why can’t I have a perfect boyfriend?!” (at age 16, I probably shouldn’t have been so focused on boyfriends at all, but our young teenage hearts just “need somebody to love” as Justin Bieber would say) I wanted someone who would make me feel pretty, even when I looked like a mess, someone who would laugh with me when I said something stupid. I’ve dated some really big losers (and my mother would certainly agree with me). I might not have realized they were losers until now, but boy, I couldn’t agree more with my mom now that I’ve realized it!


I think I can admit it the most now because THIS boy has made me realize what it is like to truly care for someone and to have their love in return. He is nothing close to any other. He is always doing sweet things for me, and he makes me feel like his very best friend. Most weekends, we don’t have any special events planned, we just hang out, but it’s more fun than Disneyland! I enjoy being around his family and having him around mine. He is my prince charming! He is handsome, funny, charming, dedicated, brilliant, and understanding. On our second date, he ASKED me to hold my hand, and I will never forget that :) I am so lucky to have him in my life.


I realize that even though my life seems to be nothing short of a fairytale, friends of mine haven’t seemed to be having such an easy time lately. All I can say is this, sometimes, we have to go through hard times to notice how great the good times are. Sometimes, we have to date losers so that we can truly appreciate the sweethearts, because without the dark, we’d never see the stars. “Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him... look for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her...”

My Dearest Love Bug,
Thank you for being mine. You make me feel like a princess, every day, and I am so glad you are in my life. You and I are perfect together, and I’m so blessed to be spending my senior year with you. You are the most amazing guy I’ve ever known! MUAH

I made a wish upon a star, I turned around, and there you were.